Is this you????

Does this sound like your life?

You wake up in the morning, more tired than when you went to bed. Sometimes, even though you can't remember the 5 hours since 2 AM, you are pretty sure you didn't sleep.

You fortify yourself with coffee and sugar to make it to work.

By noon, you really aren't hungry, you'd just like a long nap and you can barely remember what you did this morning.

Lunch is huge feast of carbohydrates and fat, fortified with a caffeinated drink and back to work as fast as possible so you catch up on what you didn't get done this morning, except that once behind your desk you are in a stupor.

Some time around 3 PM you have a slight rally of energy during which you frantically try to catch up only to hit a wall around 5 PM when you can finally commute home though you probably shouldn't be driving.

Once home, you microwave something and fall on the sofa watching the news during which you get an hour of hysterical anchors giving you the doom and gloom of the day until finally you watch some mindless reality show where everyone is stabbing everyone in the back, lying and cheating, but that is reality. Maybe you switch to a comedy where Geeks are never amounting to anything, the pretty people are stupid and the rich guys are really, really dumb though that fails to explain how they made all that money in the first place.

More news followed the funny monologue to lift your spirits but even it a biting sarcasm about politics and then you get to toss and turn and worry about your 30 pounds overweight, aches and pains and total loss of energy.

Finally the weekend comes around and your to-do list is catch up on sleep which you never seem to do. Even your kids once they hit school are on the same merry-go-round.

You tried the vitamins to the point that with a little ketchup you would have three meals.

You tried exercise but could barely lift your feet and had even less energy.

You tried the super food sand they did nothing.

You tried to lose weight because no matter the symptom, that was what the doctor told you would solve it, but you can't. If you could lose weight, you would have done that years ago.

Maybe you even got a diagnosis of something exotic like fibromyalgia and joined a support group. You still aren't any better.

You can take this to a doctor and if that doctor can find an error in my conclusion, let them prove it.

There is no pill, position or food that is going to help you.

I am a biofeedback therapist and started seeing this moment I entered the profession because it was what I was trained to see. You are suffering from adrenal overload.

Humans and animals have what is called a flight or fight response when presented with a dangerous situation.

Now you may be thinking the maximum amount of danger you face is a paper cut. That is the actual amount of physical danger you face, the real danger. What you are unaware of is make believe danger you face.

It starts with the news and all the bad things about to happen. Your guns, vote, freedom, women and way of life are threatened every evening and before bed by some enemy who probably doesn't care you exist. Reality shows give you a frightening distorted view of reality in which everyone is out to get you. Can you really trust the family next door or the kid in a hoodie? Comedies should be relabeled tragedies because no one is winning in those either.

Everyone of these things creates a fear response in your mind which begins the flight or fight response.

Let me explain what happens when this response is activated.

First, your blood vessels constrict in your finger, toes, hands, feet, arms, legs and outer layer of skin and muscle and start to push the blood to the core of your body flooding your deep muscles and organs and preventing you from bleeding to death from non-life threatening cuts. This also prepares your muscles to fight or run fast. Any athlete will you this causes a build up lactic acid in the muscle which results in aches and pains. It also raises your blood pressure and stretches your blood vessels.

You begin to breathe more shallowly. You start to tense your arms and legs. You begin to sweat to make it harder for your enemy to hold on to you and then, NOTHING.

There is no enemy to run from or to fight, but your body doesn't know that. It will maintain this state of awareness and readiness until you wear yourself out. You don't even know you are doing it because all of this is happening below your level of awareness. It is like your kidneys functioning or breathing. You aren't aware of it.

The result is the life I detailed above. High blood pressure from all the tensing with no release and if you have a weak blood vessel, an aneurism. All this leads to a heart attack or stroke. Your immune system is activated to take care of any wounds and it stays activated until it wears itself out and you catch every bug that is going around.

Beside massive and ongoing organ damage, a final punch arrives. It's called cancer. You in such a unnatural state that unnatural things start to happen because you are too weak to fight off chemical pollution, allergens and little infections.

All of this occurs because of the constant stream of hate, fear and paranoia you are subjected to every day. You used to go into the doctor's office, DMV, restaurant and if a TV was on you watched a game show or maybe a soap opera. Now you get 24/7 panic attack news, very little of which is factual. Last year I was getting my hair cut and in came a man, livid over something on the news that was an outright lie and didn't even affect him. Oh, I take that back. He was shaking, yelling, sweating and unable to sit still. Yes, it was affecting him.

This is what is wrong with you. This why you are sick and tired and tired and sick all the time. This is why your children who face a constant barrage of tests rather than learning, are sleeping all weekend trying to catch up. You and them, blurry eyed at noon or later over a bowl of sugar...I mean cereal.

At the current rate of hate, fear and spoon fed paranoia, you should start burning out by 30.

Do you know that burn out didn't exist when I was a young adult? You found a job you liked that paid a living wage and you planned on being with that company until retirement. If you were the janitor, that was what you wanted to be. Who is in a job right now that they want to be? Who looks forward to going to work in the morning?

I just read an article suggesting, no demanding, that the author of the Harry Potter books retire, not on some religious or quasi-philosophical argument with the books, but because younger authors should be allowed to publish. She is taking up too much space on the bookshelf. It's time to let someone younger put their book there.

I even saw a letter in dear Abby replacement, suggesting that all older workers retire and open up jobs and promotions for younger people.

Your body knows what this means, but your brain to foggy from constant fear to translate it.

Older people just take up space and food that can be better used to feed and employ younger workers who are too stupid to realize they are about to be the burnt out old people they want to replace for half the price. While we are at it, let's cut social security and medicare so we can starve grandma and grandpa and kill them with easily treated illnesses.

Now that we have done that, let's rewrite history because no one is around who remembers what really happened. You don't really care because you are willing to agree to anything if you can just get a little nap.

I am also a hypnotherapist. Remember that 2 to 7 AM period you are pretty sure you didn't sleep during but you can't remember anything that happened. That is what is called a hypnogogic state. This is a very special mental state in which you are easily manipulated because you want to go to sleep and can't. You will agree to anything to just sleep. It is also a state in which you suffer night terrors where you are paralyzed and can't move. It is more importantly the state in which you see archetypes, figures that embody all the characteristics of bigger than life stereotypes. Death shows up at the foot of the bed in a robe carrying a scythe. Abraham Lincoln comes to take you to freedom. God shows up with advice or the kid in the hoodie has a really big gun. This state is very seldom a pleasant one. More negative than positive figures show up when your world is filled with fear, hate and paranoia.

Yes, my friends, the TV, radio and Internet may well kill you with fear, hate and paranoia.

A certain amount of fear is justified when there are cobras in the fields, but when all the snakes are nonpoisonous, the fear of them is what will kill you. You don't need a real snake to do it.

So right about now the question should be flitting across your brain about whether someone is deliberating trying to kill you and everyone around you.

Let me break a few myths because you are being lied to, bamboozled and conned. The lie is scarcity. There is no scarcity of anything. There are people growing a ton..that's 2,000 pounds of food a month using 1/10 the water a conventional farm uses on less than an acre. It's called aeroponics. Plants are suspended on a conveyor belt and travel round and round all day past misters than moisten their roots and feed them. All plant waste goes to feed earthworms that produce the “soup” that feeds the plants. I saw this setup at Epcot 20 years ago. Those squash were humongous! There is self sustaining hydroponics where food fish are raised in aquariums below plants, eating their plant roots and fertilizing the plants with fish poop. And for those who want the conventional in the ground garden there is a family raising all their food, eggs and milk from goats on less than a half an acre. There is no shortage of food. Wind and solar power produce enough power to take the place of oil and coal within a year if we fast tracked it. There is no scarcity of power. The mint prints out money by the bucket full every day. There is no shortage of money, just of money you can get your hands on. There is no shortage of wealth.

Ah, but what about the pandemics killing me off. You can sell the duct tape and plastic wrap. By the time you find out about the pandemic, you will be dead or really wish you were. There is always a case of bird flu in China and there has always been bird flu in China and it is not coming to get you because it never has. Every continent has its deadly disease. We have ours. It is carried by mice and it kills in days but it stays in the desert in a very specialized environment. You can stop worrying about it.

You are being played, conned and lied to about all this. It isn't a problem.

The thing that seems to have so many people on the edge is someone is coming to get your gun. Well, not all guns are registered. So, someone has to knock on every door and physically take your gun away. How many houses in your neighborhood or apartments in your complex. How long would it take, even with a good workforce to go door to door in say, New York? Who is going to do this? Have you seen a hundred soldiers lounging on the street corner? You don't even have enough cops to fight crime much let alone go door to door. The government can't even conduct the census door to door. It is physically impossible.

Now, how much impact does anything your neighbor does have on you? Playing music too loud might keep you up at night but in reality, there is very little the guy next door can do that has any effect on your life. Be honest, if he running around his front yard nude, your first thought is going to be...gee, I'm in better shape than that. Are you more likely to be discussing lawn care or religion? Truth, now. Lawn care won. So why are you having a religious meltdown because someone, somewhere belongs to a different religion? It might be because someone on the news told to and you are too tired to disagree and too brain fogged to think straight because you are conditioned to fear everyone, hate anyone not just like you and you know they are all out to get you, you just don't know who they are but your body is ready to fight or run 24/7. You are car up on blocks with the petal to the metal and your engine is going to burn out.

Turn the TV, radio and internet off. Get to know the people around you. Smile instead of hiding. Make eye contact. You have nothing to be afraid of. It is all a lie. The lie will kill you and yes, someone is doing it deliberately. Remember when you were young. Remember when you believed in promises. Remember when you worked cheap just to get the job to get experience so you could get the better job because you were young and naïve. They sure do make the best workers......and just as soon as you are too sick and too tired to work and lying on the sofa in a one bedroom apartment staring at the boob tube or the computer eating a chemical hash and dying quickly, big business can make a bigger profit.

Where is Karma when you need her???

On tipping points, karma and inconsistencies.....

I have been sitting around wondering just what the Hades is wrong with the world. The Universe is always balancing. The Universe is about balance. So why does it seem things from the ground up are so very out of balance? Surely the Universe is not about Hate, though it seems it is at the moment.

This is complicated....

People in high positions are hurting very real people with full knowledge of the amount of pain they are inflicting including death. No one can be so stupid that they actually believe any god is going to forgive you for harming that many people no matter what you wash your hands in or what underwear you have on at the time. Can they??????

How do you get a huge number of people to follow you doing these things?

Why did 6 bankers, this month, die under suspicious circumstances that were ruled freak accidents or suicide?

Where is Karma when we need her?

What if, there is really a limited amount of energy both positive and negative?

What if you create such a huge amount of negative energy at the top that all the positive (karma) energy is required to balance it? That would leave the negative at the bottom free to do whatever it wanted with no retribution and plenty of rewards. Now if negative energy feeds on suffering and a huge numbers of little people are left free to prey on others making them suffer, you can create a loop of hate that feeds on itself having reached the tipping point.

There is just one bad thing about tipping points.

When they occur, they take EVERYONE with them and as the old saying goes...the higher you are, the farther you fall and the harder you hit.

Will any of this affect the people that are directing this?

Don't make me laugh.

They use others through innuendo and vague promises of money, power and immortality to do their work. Since their hands are never 'dirty', they never suffer the consequences. It's the ones who do their dirty work that suffer for their dirty work, from the bottom up.

Can We Live Forever?

Can we live forever?

That is a question that arises from my last post. Were we engineered to die early? Are the Annunaki, whose DNA we possess a good deal of, immortal and more importantly, if Sitchen translated the documents correctly, is there really machine that can reverse aging and even bring you back to life?

In my opinion, the answer to all those questions is yes. It is, once again, a case of look here, not there.

A year or two ago the announcement was made that scientists had found the cause of aging and death. It seems your DNA has a tail. The longer the tail, the longer you live. Every time the cell divides, the tail suffers damage and shortens. Immediately scientists lined up to stop that tail from shortening.

At the same time the far Right, the almost human Annunakiphiles, launched an all out assault on stem cell research even when scientists had succeeded in producing stem cells from other than fetuses. They are after “pro-life”, just not yours. Look over there, not here.

May I suggest that the easier solution to the aging problem is not to spend the next hundred years trying to fix the tail on our DNA, but to instead fix the mechanism, stem cells, that cease to function and regrow healthy cells. You see, a cell only multiplies correctly so many times and that, I believe is the code in the tail. After that, the cell needs to be discarded and a new one created to replace it. If your stem cells did not stop producing healthy cells, that would naturally happen but someone removed the link between them and regular cells that would have communicated the need to produce new healthy, young cells. Many reptiles are capable of regrowing not only tails but their arms and legs. We have reptile DNA.

If that link were artificially stimulated, you would replace your old cells with new ones and the result would be a reversal of aging if not of death. Of course, if you had mastered cloning, you would only need one cell to regrow a dead person...all of which is detailed in the translations by Sitchen.

So you see, it is no godlike powers that are needed, just simple science and we are too close to seeing that to be allowed to live.  

The Mother of all Conspiracy Theories

The Mother of all Conspiracies

In many ways I am lucky. I have lived in the time that spanned the primitive era of communications of the party telephone line where up to 15 people shared a single phone line and newspaper communications. I saw television come into existence and even computers. I was around when the internet was born and with a very expensive service, you could access databases of information. That was way before Google. Now, more information than anyone can process is available at the click of a mouse in a split second if you have a good connection. We used to have to wait for the library to open and then look it up in an Encyclopedia that was at least 5 years out of date! Not only that, but they were huge and heavy. Now all that fits in the palm of your hand.

BUT....before I was even born, before this country was even in its infancy, the founders were warning of a conspiracy to destroy it and the people of this planet. We aren't talking about some nut cases bowing down to Glenn Beck. We are talking about Thomas Jefferson, John Adams, Benjamin Franklin and even our first president, George Washington. Information was hard to come by in those times. Have you ever wondered what they could have stumbled upon to cause them to birth the original conspiracy theory? Those men didn't believe in internet MEMEs...because they didn't exist. They believed in what they could see, hear and touch. They were schooled in logic and reasoning. Where did this come from, you have to ask?

Then we move on to my generation and my parent's generation. President Eisenhower, a decorated military man, warned of the same thing, as did Kennedy when he tried to dismantle the Federal Reserve (a privately owned bank) and then Johnson. No Republican after Eisenhower has breathed the words: Military Industrial Complex. Reagan in a moment of clarity alluded to a Christian Rightwing taking over the country and then slipped back into senility. All these allusions to someone trying to take over the country and the world.

I have sat with some of the most intelligent men simply because a girl of my age asking the right questions was amusing to them. They all spoke of this conspiracy but at no point did they ever nail the conspiracy down, who the conspirators were and how it was to be implemented. All they had because of the constraint of the manner of communications was implication, various threads and a vague “them”.

I asked two questions. Who are they? What is the ultimate goal?

I got no answer because all anyone had was threads...pieces of a puzzle that had no box with a picture. You knew something was going on and you knew it was bad but you didn't know who or really what. You could point to single pieces but not arrange them, every once in a while two piece clicked together and floated like an island in the middle of the rest of the fragments, and you had an overall view that said someone, somewhere was controlling everything to a massive destructive meltdown or something.

Well, we are in the meltdown and no one still has the answers. I've been studying this for over 50 years. Yes, I actually started this study with my father when I was only 8 years old simply because I had the unique ability to connect the dots, i.e. see patterns. My pattern recognition skills were off the charts and he wanted to know what I could see because he couldn't put it together. He had the same talent. Well, it didn't go well until in my teens I realized I was not looking at something that was linear or single dimensional. I was looking layers upon layers of plot and action. The puzzle was multidimensional. I don't expect very many of you to understand that but that is the main reason this conspiracy eludes even the best thinkers of our times and past times.

Let me give you a practical example. Where do you see yourself at 10 PM EST on January the 24^th, 2075? Seriously, think about this.

You cannot answer that question simply because you have no idea what will exist on that date. You are reading this on a laptop, desktop, tablet or maybe a phone, none of which existed 50 years ago. I am sitting on a memory foam topper. The very substance didn't exist. You could not have printed the fabric I am wearing or even created it 50 years ago.

Now I have another question or two. Do you even care where you will be in 50 years? Do you have an exact plan including an address or a vague outline or thought? The answer is really no unless you are fooling yourself. Humans do not plan that far ahead because they don't live that long. You may think about planning something in your 20's but you really expect to be dead by your 70's. So, who plans, if we are to believe Thomas Jefferson and the rest, hundreds of years in advance and why? You're going to be dead. Your kids are going to be dead and even your grand kids are going to be pushing up daisies if you have any. That's a big if.

Now I have given you the answer to who they have to be. They have to be something that lives for hundreds of years to even think about planning that far in advance. Yes, we just fell down the rabbit hole and while you visiting with me here, let's think about something else. You would either have to be world's best psychic or futurist to predict what you will be wearing in a hundred years or control the technology that weaves the material and that means the technology has to exist at that time in the past. You might want to read that a few times.

A washed up drunk CIA agent once told me that any technology I saw come out that day was at least 15 years old. I think he was off by a few thousand years.

Simple point about archeology....hundreds of giant skeletons have been found in North America, most in the Southwest where the native Americans have always claimed a race of giants existed and then died out because they were cannibals, and sent to the Smithsonian where they seem to have disappeared into thin air. With the glory of the Internet and scanners, pictures of these skeletons have surfaced. Why were they hidden?

It seems that anything that did not agree with the history (emphasis on story) was buried or destroyed. What do you gain by hiding history? You are hiding what you have already done. That makes it hard to see what you are doing right now and predict what you will do. In fact, it almost makes it impossible.

From my conclusions, we are dealing with a technologically advanced race that lives pretty much forever and has a definite plan for this planet. They are terraforming the planet through global warming by directing the technology into using coal, oil and gas as sole energy providers. Do you really think we weren't capable of solar and wind power at the same time we developed a dependency on oil? Hemp creates more oil, cleaner oil and better building products and it was outlawed. Why? We've been duped and funneled down a narrow path of existence by something that already had the technology they carefully allowed us to think we were discovering. Instead of some huge Star Trek space ship arriving and changing a barren planet into something livable, they just landed and created million of little terraformers...sort of like nanomachines going in and fixing your organs, or vaccines multiplying through your body to prevent you from catching something.

This is really going to stretch your concept of reality. You cannot imagine 50 years in the future. What if you lived for thousand years. A week our time would seem like a minute or two. Think about your dog or cat. One year in your life equals 7 to 9 years in their life and yet, to you it is still one year. If you lived a thousand years, planning for one century would be in your dayplanner. But far more than that, you and I are nothing more than a blink of their eye, an ant crawling across the surface of the planet. We are irrelevant. We simply do the dirty work of building what they already have planned.

We can see we are being manipulated in one or more directions but we simply can't live long enough o see what we are creating and we can't even look back through history to see the pattern unfolding because history is being hidden from us.

What difference does it make that a race of really tall people populated North America and ate each other? What difference does it make there were cone headed people in South America and Egypt and even now the mutation shows up every once in a while? What difference does it make that Neanderthal interbred with Cro-Magnon and became us? It only makes a difference if you start asking who manipulated the genetics for optimum results and perhaps created us out of a bunch of creatures. Did you know a geneticist has found fragments of pig DNA in our DNA? No one wants to talk about that. We might start asking who god is? And if we do that, they lose their best tool of manipulation.

I also began to ask how you hide from a very curious species for thousands of years. I mean it was once really easy. You just declared yourself god, build a city with good security and ruled. However, to achieve your ultimate plan of terraforming, you had to allow the creatures you created to multiply and ruin (I mean upgrade) the existing planet. So at some point, right around the Middle Ages, angels and god disappeared and stopped showing themselves to man. Perhaps it was because we might notice they weren't completely like us nor were they any supernatural creature, just something a few steps above us and probably subject to being whacked with a big stick.

As long as we did not travel the globe, they could just pick up and move every few years to a prepared location and resume their cushy lifestyle.

Google Earth Maps has put an end to that even though it now allows them to keep way better tabs on us. Every advance at this point has a counter point that is not advantageous to our controllers.

Living that long must be pretty boring, eventually. What if you were stuck for centuries with your pets and a few people? You'd be pretty nuts by now. The conversation has reached repetition. The jokes are not only old but rotted. You are probably talking to yourself for an intelligent challenge. Not only that, but whoever sent you here had to know that was going to happen. There is too much chance you might go off the deep and start playing games, not following the master plan, if you remembered it.

Now we have returned to good old Thomas and his crew that only believed in what they could see, hear and touch. Somewhere, there must be a hard copy of the plan and what each step has to be. You don't leave a whole plant in the hands of what was probably young people in their perspective and plan on coming back in a few hundred thousand years without a hard copy plan. That has to be what these leaders at some point have seen and tried to make minor adjustments to throw it off course. After all, you know you can't trust your dog not to steal your shoe when you aren't looking. When the dog figures out how make shoes, it will copy your shoes and chew them. That means , my friends, the ultimate goal is not in our favor. Otherwise, just go with the flow and have fun. These men fought to their dying day to disrupt whatever roller coaster we are on.

As one old TV show started with: “We have the technology....”, and we do. All we have to do is wake up and realize something doesn't have our best interests at heart, take control because we way outnumber them and numbers always win, and then fix our planet and our society.

We can never go back to where we were. Global warming is a fact and we have to quickly adapt every aspect our lives. We have to be the architects of our world. We have to throw the money people, as money has become the new god, out of our temple. We have to change world into a global community in order to defeat them simply because they have controlled us globally since day one. We must become a community of individuals, each with their own talents and each living their own lives in peace to create what we as a global community need.

Rationally, what difference does it matter if your neighbor is purple? Just think about it. Does a white cat care if it has black and striped kittens. No, they are all cats. Fur is just something they wear. Skin is just something we wear. Color is something “they” use to divide us. Does it really matter what your neighbors believe? God or no god doesn't plant the garden, you do. Does it matter what they wear? In the matter of surviving, having enough food and shelter, getting medical care and help when you need it, the only thing that matters is another human helping you, not what they look like or what religion they follow. All that matters is their talent.

Overthrow the overseers by refusing to buy their hatred and division. It doesn't matter what you believe, what your color or sex is or what you wear, to them you are nothing more than an inconvenient worker ant slave that eventually has to be culled to only those who will bow down and service them. You really don't want to make that grade. Your only strength is in numbers, united.